YESTERDAY

Beatles
Yesterday

Yesterday, all my trouble seemed to far away
Now- it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh I believe in yesterday

Suddenly, I´m not half the man I use to be
There´s a shadow hanging over me
Oh yesterday came suddenly-

Why she had to go I don´t Know she wouldn´t say
I said something wrong now I long for yesterday

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh I believe in yesterday-

Why she had to go I don´t Know she wouldn´t say
I said something wrong now I long for yesterday

Simple chord and easy to learn, I started playing guitar after I listen to this music. It’s not a sentimental or mellow type of music but I become fond of it, believed me I’m not really onto that kind of music. Listening to that music for the first time has made me change all my entire view and perspective to music, why? Well... let just say that music and I has something going one. How often in your life you being misjudge or being misplace always felt neglected, once I had I always had that feeling. The question is why music got to do with all this. Simple, music is my way of dealing with all the problems (is not like I don’t have other ways this is one of them so, don’t get carried away). Let’s go back to the beginning, emmmm…where to start, guitar learning phase probably a good intro. My friend who also is my teacher really teach me a lot, I mean playing the guitar. He really amazed me when he played the song (yesterday), the funny thing is, after two years living with him I never knew that he can played guitar, one thing that I and most of friend know he is not a good singer, out of tune that’s the word. Enough about him lets continue. He gave me four simple chords, no it’s seven, I think? It’s F G A B it’s on the higher note of E for the strings 6th fret above. I said to him it is hard for me to remembered it, then he give simple way to remember he called it the Word of Wisdom. It sounds a little bit like this F***** GIRLS ARE B****** (TO EXPLICIT ITS NOT IN MY MANOR TO USE SUCH SARCASTIC LANGUAGE I APOLOGISE IF I EVER OFTENDED ANYONE THAT IS READING THIS MATERIALS) what!!!!! That’s the word, he just laugh “want to use it or not” he said, I smile and said “ok”. (I am just a naïve little boy at that period of time trust me). It takes me a while before I can master all the chord...One thing for sure, its sure is hard, very hard I tell you, so anyone out there who’s trying to learn better quit now then never but if you still resist I give you my big support play hard stays cool until your finger worn out. I bleed myself when one of the strings snap and bounce back at my hand. It cuts really deep. I stop playing for a week. What, is just a scratch that won’t stop you either, right? So I played until my fingers get very hard (I lost my senses) days and night I continuously played the song until I get very got at it. Then the bitter part of my life struck me, I got kick out from college, my loan was then cut. I don’t have the guts to tell my parents, I fell very lost, lost my will to stay alive, everyday is a struggle for me. My only companion is just my guitar (I still do my prayers ok, my faith is still very strong) and the song is the only thing that keep alive (wow..what a word) that the biggest event came, its like my head being shot, boom!!! Just like that. Suddenly everything stop, now I got my life back but there’s something that I had to give, scarifies is more appropriate to earn all I’ve got today. (Want to know what had happen maybe some other time, I got a journal to write and due date is tomorrow) So what I really want to tell you guys out there, is never to forgot your past, thinks life is a process of learning, every day that is happen count even it is just a little bit. This song for examples what can you understand from the lyrics (this is my understanding) for me anything that had happen in your life is the best that ever happen right, but what about the sad part do you just want to forget about it, yes I agree with the word we need to let it go, but for how long, we are just a normal human being, human can never run from making mistakes, it is written right? So I think I got carried away, before all of you get feed up reading this journal I better finished this up quick, do your prayers, rock your heart out, and stays cool. About the guitar chord that I mention before I still use the Word of Wisdom to teach others, so if anyone out there want me to teach your guys played the guitar and can stand with the Word of Wisdom please, contact me okay……………….Chow, as A Muslim ASSALAMUALAIKUM… (I LL BE BACK-Arnold S…….I don’t know how to spell it).