GOOD LUCK AND SUCCESS

At last after a month and weeks of studies finally its Exam time!!!!!!!!!! Tomorrow will be the day….. to show what we have been learning. Yes its like pushing to the limit, the limited time to study really challege ourselves.
Now its time to prove ourselves, to all my friend wish you all good luck and success in your final (including myself) relax and calm yourselves ok. For me the truth I am really nervous afraid I cannot anwers the question or going blank…….Noooooooo!!!!!!! I know I cant do this just do like I have studies maybe everything will just going to be ok.
Don’t forget to pray and read your note my friend pray to god that all your reading will be in the final. One more thing don’t eat tomuch instant noodle, want to know why? Because it can kill your brain cell hehehe….. ok that’s all folk good luck again and hope we can meet again next semester(please I really hope that we can meet again) and don’t forget to contact me.
“ASTSLSVISTA BABY”………………………………………………………………………

ME AND MY WEIGHT

I have a weight issues, if I eat more that my weight will also rise more. Sometimes it hard to maintain what you cannot control. When I was 15 I still remembered that numbers and figures 89 kilos and short. Can you imagine what a fat and short person look liked totally not your type. But that doesn’t concern me now because I have change a lot. From that chubby boy I’m became the new me. If you see how I looked liked today you wouldn’t believe how I was back then, but I have prove want to see it? Maybe some other times.
Now its become harder, to control our normal weight is a hard jobs if you quit than you lost. Now I don’t care I cant eat as many as I want so what if I’m fat right at least I know who I am really is a person that like to talk and eat a lot. Anyone out there eat while you don’t need to be regret.

MY FAVOURATE MOVIE

Long long time ago in a far far away galaxy……familiar to that word? Of course you do it is famous around the world nothing can compare to STAR WARS. The story begin with a young boy who is the last jedi (jedi mean a warrior) he begin his quest after a man guided him to follow his destiny. On the ways, the man who is guiding is also jedi. He’s been hiding in order to protect the last jedi (forget to mention his name ‘Luke’). On the way for its destiny Luke find out that he has a twin sister name Liea. So he got a new quest to find the only relative he got. The master jedi told luke that he is the last jedi and only him can destroy the dark force the most feared power in the galaxie.
He met with a pilot that help him with the journey. After a view accident being chase by the dark force team head by Darth Vader. Then Luke met with liea, together they need to separate again because both of them have their own destiny. After part they goes separate ways where Leia try to seek an alliance while Luke is finding the greatest jedi master of all time to teach him master the force of the jedi. Both of this heroes still have a puzzle they need to solve, and the biggest surprise of their journey will be confronted when knowing that Darth Vader is actually their real life father.

SHOCKING NEWS

I got a phone call from my sister, something has just happen at my parent house. A burglar have just break-in and stole everything which is nothing(nothing here mean empty handed). They come in through the kitchen windows, cut the steal bars and remove the glasses. My parent didn’t recognize hearing anything when the burglar cut the steal bars, normally that activity can sounded very loud indeed.
They take anything that is visible their eyes, my house will be pitch black if all the lights are out so they only take simple and easy to carried stuff. But what make all of the accident here become funny all the stuff that have been taken are just junk and broken goods.
I just worried that they might hurt my parent. We cannot predict what the burglar can do just to make their objective done. Thank God nothing happen to my parent.

THE BEST MOMENT THAT I HAVE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE

For me the best moment is when I was a little child. My childhood is the best not the greatest but still it mean a lot to me. That’s the moment which I learn a lot the meaning of life how to endure it with passion and excitement without over limiting the boundaries. Meaning I can still have my fun and its totally free. Back then I like to create my own toys, wicked right. How do you made your own toys hard to imagine by others but it is to simple for me, what you need just a simple stuff and a little of imagination (probably not many has it).
I have create all sort of toys for examples samurai sword, gun, rifle, robot, cars, airplane, boat and it cost me nothing. Why? Maybe I got the equipment only need to put some effort and patient. My father was a carpenter and still is, that’s why I’ve got all the equipment I need to make my imaginations become reality. Its not like I cannot afforded all of those but to build something with my own hand made me appreciate it a lot no matter the size nor the quality that’s for me is the best lesson I learn from my childhood.

THE KING OF COMIC BOOK

I started reading comic when I was 6. 2 years after I still a reader then the need for comic book become more and more important, its liked I addicted to it. Then it become worse all the people or my friend that always supply comic book become very stingy (ooo takpe kedekut).
For that particular reason I saved all my pocket money just to buy my ‘Drug’ in other word comic. At last the days has come, nearly a month I starving without any food at school (not everyday) I made it…..barely alive……….I ask my parent to buy it for me (to small to go to tow all by myself…afraid to get lost). “Dragon Ball” ever heard of that, and so the buying of comic never stop mostly my comic are originated from Japan in Bahasa Melayu.
Now after 12 years I am still reading and buying comic books and it will never ends. I have made a collection or little bit of accounting to all my previous comic book and I have spent just about RM5000, and that was 7 years ago. I got a library of comic book in my house, only the matters of time before my burn it.

MUSIC IS MY LIFE

Rock, heavy metal, techno, garage rock, grunge, black metal, pshcodelic, soul, R&B, ballad and other sort of music genre. I grew up with all this music maybe it’s in my nature to love something that is beautiful (I AM LIBRA)…..but what I like the most probably rock type of music. Creed, Metallica, jet, rancid, sum41, Muse, ACDC, and Cradle of filth (to many I don’t have the guts to pace it all here) that’s for international band for our local band emmm……. Butterfingers, Pop Shuvit, Sizuka 95, Disagree and etc.
I started when I was 6 and again my brother was my pioneer and unofficial mentor. He gives me a Cd’s of an international band that was famous at that time ‘NIRVANA’ ever heard of that. The album called bleach was an international hit at that period of time or what we can say the awakening of a new era called ‘grunge’ stand for “Great Rock Until Next Generation End” I think I spell it right.
Become older, more and more music genre came into my life, I like to listen to music very much and never will I quit if there still music out here for me to listen to….

SCREAM LIKE A GIRL

Roller coaster…. The most amazing ride that I have ever counter, after 23 years old living in this world that is the first time I riding it. It is an amazing ride that everyone should try but there are some circumstances. Let’s start from the beginning shall we.
I got an invitation from my sister who is a teacher to follow her school trip to GENTING HIGHLAND….. I said to myself why waste it’s free and I don’t need to pay at all. It is quite an embarrassing moment, alone and surrounded by school kids (primary school). Who cares right? I played the spinning cup…hehee…that’s for my warm up…before my grand event. After the spinning cup I played the pirate ship (its is scary not for those who’s having heart attack), flaying elephant (totally for children below 10), space shoot (I left my stomach below) and the grand finally of my ride for that day ‘double spin roller coaster’……….When it started to move I said to myself “this will be nothing” smiling… that smile of arrogant has being wipe out and changed by the screaming of a girl “aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa”…….until the ride finished.

I Am Furious

There is a thing that always making my head exploded. I hated when there’s someone that always pushing me around, to do something I will certainly does. I am a patient person but who can handle things like that. Everyday I need to handle every little detail, hate to be good to others that never care for your feeling. That’s why I just like to keep quiet probably for that attitude of silence people ignore, me ignore my feeling.
Every single day I had to put up with this problem, wakeup being cautious afraid to hurt others feeling who is to easy to be break. It is all ABOUT THEM, I got lot a problem to but I never let it out to my friend. Not for a certain individual what we can call it, yes a show off. If is for something good its fine by me but why every time its me who are being treated bad is like I’m the accuse and not the victim.
Being accuse for something that I have never done is part of my life and probably it will never end. My family is not a wealthy one, but we earn good living. But human can never satisfied of what he got always want more and more. As a child average little child that like to make friend with others are miss treated by their parent accusing me of all the bad thing, why? just because I make friend with their kids.

Examples:

Anonymous: Hello….

Somebody: hello……. (Somebody replied)

What is this? Boringgggg………..This is the examples of first time chatters. Quite and introduction right, for me that’s the greatest achievement you have done. It is not easy for someone to replied back at you, who knows maybe a serial killer is going after you….scary………hehee.

Emmmmmm…..ok ill started with my big brother….why? Well he is the pioneer of my first introduction to chatting (don’t tech your sibling, you know what I mean). The most popular chatting at that particular moment is IRC and also…….I forgot. I send a message to somebody (cannot mention it is classified, for my own safety) and that somebody replied “eloooooo”….”Thank you god for giving me this opportunity” I said to myself. Only god knows how I feel at that moment. I don’t know what I write neither that somebody, a lot of topic being raised about age, gender, names, country, hobbies, and some ‘stuff’ I don’t want to mention here. What make our conversation interesting, all the thing that I being telling that somebody is just lies…….hehe……who wants to give any of that. Internet can be an allusive and seductive tools right? So be careful of what you are displaying, it can be use against you and not for a good reason indeed. Back to my story, I quit IRC and entered yahoo chatting site that is YM stand for yahoo messenger, more fun and much more interesting than IRC. I meet with a chatter, forgot the name he or she (still don’t want to mention it, ill be dead if I’m mention it here) originated from Indonesian…… wauuuu……….a stranger from no were pop up in my YM. For the first time I use a dictionary just to chat, it is not an ordinary dictionary its ‘Indonesian to Bahasa Melayu’ why? I don’t understand what the person is trying to says, not a single word. Now, no more chatting to busy I got lot of commitment (you know why).

my first crush

YOU READ YOU CRY (JANGAN BACE NANTI NANGIS SEDIH OO)

“Twinkle-twinkle little stars how are you wonders what you are” sound familiar rights, my heart shattered in pieces just hear the voices. The smile, those glassy eyes, every word spoken melted my heart. Days feel like thousand of years waiting for her. All that she does concern me a lot, I can’t take my eye of her not for a minute. Everyday is like a challenge for me to approach her, to talk to her, to express my feeling to open up my heart tell her everything that has being keep in here rusty blown by the win of sorrow. She’s to perfect for me that’s why I never had the guts to approach her. Like always I watch her from afar. Days become month turn to years still my mouth don’t have the desire and the guts like my mind want me to. My world are just too different from her, the boundary are just too wide. The more I want to get to her the more I’m being push away by the cruelty of status and pride. I know who I’m, I realize where my place at, her place are just too different from me. Often sees her surround by stranger, others that are more worthy than me. Voices whispered to me telling me to give-up, look onto the mirror “is this the man that she’s really want to be with, to share all her joy and pain” no………not me……….That’s it!!! Enough is enough! I can’t take anymore of this….right, what is the first thing I need to do, yes ask her phone number. Wait then how am I going to call her, I don’t have a phone or public phone……sad I feel inside (Yoda from star wars). I lost my will and my hope to make her my, maybe she was made for others, other than me. I need to seek new life; new force of energy, the one that can help, that will always be with me and the one that always share my pain……. Now ten years have past, still my feeling toward her can never be change; you will always be my first crush, the one that I adore so much my dear…. Kindergarten…. teacher………….. :p “THE FORCE IS STRONG IN THIS ONE”

“This is a true spoken word inspired by a true story”.

P/s: aa about the teacher she’s married now. Her husband is not really good looking compare to me…heehe.

“If I’m out of time and I could pick one day, one moment and keep it new, of all the days I have lived I would pick the day I meet you”. ~@NDENGX2~